Girl says:

 I want to have plants.

Jann - Ove says:

 plants plants or plants as in plans with a typo?

Girl says:

 Plants plants.

There was a brief weightlessness; a balancing point between air and the water waiting below. How strange, I thought, how like the moment between sleeping and falling when everything is beautifully surreal and nothing is corporeal. How like floating towards completion. There was a moment of perfect suspended weightlessness at the top of the arc. Just for this one beautiful moment, I imagined myself moving into the sky forever. But, as it always does, the battle of gravity won. I was sucked perfectly down and cut the air like a dropped knife, the rush of the water coming up to meet me even as I was falling I knew I was doing the correct thing.
CONTACT.
and the calm sheen of water opened to envelop me. As I hit the surface, I felt as I’d come home. Among the drowned and the sacred.

I sat in my bed and cried for forty-five minutes because you chose skyping over me, even though you were skyping before I wanted your attentions.

How very unreasonable and selfish of me.

I’m really pathetic today.

Last night I spoke to Myself’s father.
He was very genial and kind. He asked
me my name and asked for my number
and explained to me why Myself wasn’t
around. His voice was gentle, his words
careful, he was hesitant, trying hard not
to offend.

Last night Myself spoke to my father.
He sounded pissed, hesitant, reluctant.

I feel obsessed.